Our Deepest Fear

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear
is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness,
that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
Actually who are we not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people
won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do.
We were born to make manifest
the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And when we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

- Marianne Williamson

-good luck for spm-
-happy 300th post-

a flicker of hope?

just felt the need to write something in here.
its so. SILENT. in here. eerily silent in fact. the black background makes it worse.


in 41 days, i promise ill make the other 7 retards blog.

:D

hellyeahimawesome.

okay that was a shitty post. im off. =)

to all of my friends and family:


GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT I'D BE WITHOUT YOU!










*courtesy of the beach boys(it's a song, look it up)

not an obligation

It's been ages since anyyyyone at all blogged at the infamous site of the infamous eight (let alone ages since anyone read it. lol)

There's homework in the school bag

Test papers to correct in the file

Revision books lie open on my bedside table

Scattered tuition notes on the shelf

Obviously not much motivation to study

I roamed the roads of restaurant city

Stupid streamyx is being a pain

It's kinda driving me insane

Why can't I be born smart?

Or rich, So I don't have to read about Gujerats

I think I seriously have nothing to do now

And I'm wasting my time

But just to enlighten you,

If you count the days till sixty nine,

You'll get....


SPM TRIALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

ohhotham! joy

since its the end of the first week of exams there's time for a quickie post

Happy Birthday to Mr Lemuel and Ms Jen li






you guys are awesome friends and its impossible not to have fun when you are around!
if you want something as a present do tell and i'll TRY to get it.......
if not i'll just surprise you .....but gift satisfaction not guarenteed XP

p.s sorry about the picture lem. my pics have gone missing so terpaksa curi from aiman

p.s 2 this blog is probably going to be dead until after spm when hopefully karin will revamp it. no more pink FAM!!!!

so until then au revoir

p.s 3 i hope you guys have a great birthday =)

SIGMUND FREUD: DREAMS ARE FORMS OF WISH FULFILLMENT

basically what it means is your dreams are something you actually want to happen in real life. so if u have a dream where you're making out with someone you really do wanna make out with someone(you know who you are!!). or you have dream of marrying someone you really do wanna marry him.or maybe you dream of meeting robert pattinson(only serena!lol) so next time you have a dream think really hard about it.


p.s:just because you wish it doesn't mean it's going to happen!!!!

p.s 2:seriously karin, pink????????

disappointed is an understatement.

well im just in a pissy mood so if you dont want a load of bulls**t thrown at you just leave.

-i failed physics. again. after i studied it at least three times.
-i cant even a plan the the8's bloody once a month meet up.
-i'm s**t tired with loads of crappy homework which dont mean s**t after i leave school
-my braces ensure an ever present pool of blood in my mouth
-im definitely on the road to failing spm.

anything else i might have missed out just add it to the list of failures.
because its all just further proof of life screwing you over.

divya: our block name is eugenia

me: what!!!? i thought it was thoughtsof8

divya:no its eugenia

dhanya: why? did karin change it?whats wrong with her!

divya:our school block name la not the blog....

haha im so blur sometimes

yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift thats why they call it the present =)

i know my last post pretty much sums it up for the year of 2009 but felt obliged to do something with the blog since it was pretty much dead .

so ....here goes for 2010

its our last year in school.but it is not the end.its a time when friendships will break or hold,but new ones will be made.

everyone will be looking forward to the end of 2010 since it signifies the end of SPM.but in my opinion its not the destination,but the journey that matters.

so, i wish you a journey filled with joy.may the coming year be everything you wish it to be. and a very happy New Year to you.

PS: Karin, FIX THE LAYOUT!! Put something!! Anything!!

i dont remember you lookin any better,but then again i dont remember you

pay no attention to the title it has nothing to do with this post....was just listening to ' who says' by john mayer.pretty good song actually despite him singing about getting stoned most of the time.

well anyway since everyone is blogging about the end of form four i guess i'll just keep it going.

at the start of form four i was ok with it.in the middle of form i started to loathe it,but after the end of it all, i kinda miss it.

yea the subjects were a pain in the ass and this was the first year the founder of the 8 miss jen li was absent but you know like they said you gotta role with the punches .and after a while you find your self enjoying the ride.

i enjoyed those crazy moments with those 5 in 4s ....listening about tans antics in 4L seeing nikki before and post martin ahaha.planning outings with jen.

lets see ....persada with aiman, amal and maddy.....timekeeping for debate...does failing numerous subjects count?

st john kawad kaki,camping and taking the test(though i would probably kil someone then help them)

moral classes..yea i enjoyed them okay,cik jannah was fun and you're gonna think so too when pn.c starts teaching us.

uh watching the form 3s suffer

cant really remember much of the rest

the point is form four was unexpectedly fun and though next year is the BIG ONE,we just keep the memories but dont hold on to the past.we have to keep moving forward .haha ok i give i just watched meet the robinsons.but it still doesnt make it any less true

gone too long

yes as promised i am back to the disgust of everyone, a week later maybe but who is waiting to read this blog anyways right?

anyway after almost 3 weeks of torturous finals we are free to do whatever we want!!!!ok i know the excitement is gone but still who aint happy ? i mean of course there is the feeling of impending doom with the end of form four but we have to enjoy the next one and a half months oh hols.so what im saying is if you have any plans of going out call me !!!!you especially mr.aiman farhan dont forget!!!

so anyway let me just enlighten you on what has been happening so far .though you probably already know , just humour me.first was the the karaoke thing at superstar.was better than expected though the room could have been bigger..maybe just a little bit...a whole lot more........ i mean if that was the big room im glad we didnt ask for the small room.but that wasnt what i was waiting for. i mean yes its fun karaoking with the wacky three but i wanted to see how the suprise went. arent we good friends hannah and nikki? ha ha god werent you guys blur that night.and HAVE to get that video of you guys singing love games.

alright next was ........ im so bored ill just tell you in person .just wanted to update anyways. see ya .sorry im really terrible with blogging.

after a gazellion years..

To Divya and Dhanya,

Happy Deepavali!!

and yeah to all of you too.

I know, I know, life kinda sucks now that I don't really see any of you that often.
But fret not, exams (mine, at least) will end in like a week's time.

And then I'll come kacau all you while you study for yours.
Lol.

Yeah, guess what I'm saying is...

I MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS LAAAH.

(awwwww)

of open houses,birthdays and bathroom washing

its the end of the one week holiday...sob sob....but surprisingly it went quite slowly because i seriously cannot for the life of me remember what the hell i did in school,do you?if you say learn, well HA HA thats the biggest joke of the year.anyways it was a fun week starting with of course with aiman's open .

it was quite fun but since its kind of a touchy subject with some people *coughkyecoughsercough*its better you go see aimans blog http://aiman-farhan.blogspot.com/.

moving on its time to celebrate the birth i mean the september babies

firstly miss karin fam
aka karin kye
aka punchbag

born on 20/9/93
the most eccentric 5 year old pervert i have met .
you have revolutionized the word random and nonsense for me haha
nevertheless its hard not to laugh or have fun around you
and if i ever lose you as a friend it will be a sad day in my life (aww)

secondly , and only because you were born later. miss tan cheng yi
aka tan chen na vi
aka tcy
aka tan

born 27/9/93
my longest known friend amongst the 8
i can always count on you to listen and for advice
people like to compare how you use o be so quiet and now so lord(includingme)
but they dont know what a great person you are
god smiled upon me when he gave me you as a friend :)

ok after all that emotional crap (which is still true)

went out for miss punchbags birthday on wednesday for karaoking.well let me put it this way even though got some people who were reluctant join it at first*you know who you are* you have never been karaoking until you have with them
here is picture curi-ed from serena's blog





next today was tans birthday and jen went and surprised tan today although i dont really know what happened . i'll get what happened from tan tomorrow .

any way hope you guys liked your presents :)

oh and for the bathroom in the title, its just because i washed my bathroom this week.yeah my maid went

p.s pic of the birthday girls before i go



just in case you dont know their the ones on opposite ends.on the left is karin and right is tan .

oh and p.s i know another one

i'm taking a 3 week hiatus from the internet so it falls to the other 7 to continue blogging or maybe after the make over.

so cheers people and bye for now

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! did you guys hear what kanye west did to taylor swift!!!!!!!!!!! well if you didn't here's what happened:

Kanye West ruined Taylor Swift's big moment at Sunday's MTV Video Music Awards.

As the 19-year-old singer accepted the Best Female Video award for "You Belong With Me," the rapper, 32 -- who had been drinking Hennessy on the red carpet -- appeared on stage and stated that Beyonce should have won for "Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It)."

See photos of more big star scandals

"Yo, Taylor, I'm really happy for you, and I'm going to let you finish, but Beyonce had one of the best videos of all time," he shouted. "One of the best videos of all time!"

Swift looked stunned and speechless.

The cameras panned to Beyonce, who looked stunned as well.The crowed then booed West off stage and the show immediately cut to commercial.

After the break, host Russell Brand praised both performers.

"What we're celebrating tonight is love!" he said. "Mutual love for everybody. Taylor Swift. Beyonce... Love for all of you!"

Later in the show, when Diddy introduced the nominees for Best Male Video, he mentioned West's name and the crowd booed.

Diddy looked stunned. "What happened?" he asked. "What did I say?"

"Taylor!" fans then chanted.

At the end of the show, Beyonce let Swift have her moment when Beyonce won Video of the Year. She got on stage and asked Swift to join her. "I remember being 17-years old, up for my first MTV award for Destiny's Child and it was one of the most exciting moments of my life," she began. "So I would like for Taylor to come out and have her moment."

Swift walked on stage and smiled as the crowd cheered.

"Maybe we could try this again?" Swift said, before thanking her brother and fans.

The crowd continued to cheer.

since i have nothing to doooooo

yes well since i have no idea in hell of what to talk about............
its back to the good old tactic of reminiscing

surprisingly enough this time its not about you guys

yes actually its about my former art teacher ms june or mrs something cos i dunno what her husbands name is .......it was kinda fun actually ....i mean there was a time i actually thought i would turn out to be a moderately good artist......well you can see how well that has worked .but still it was enjoyable and it was something to look forward to on the weekends.

there was so many of us at the start and then finally it was me and divya. still kinda proud of the fact we were one of her last students.actually we stayed with her so long that we knew her boyfriend i mean the now husband.then she moved to damansara so had stop i mean its too far to drive just for art class.the last time we heard from her was in standard 6 when she smsed us to congratulate us for upsr.and she was pregnant with her firstborn at that time.

so its a one out of a million chance that you are reading this teacher June but just wanted to say it was fun while it lasted and ill cherish the memories forever.

and to those who think they wasted their time reading this,well it wasnt meant for you.:)

Its me. Puke, people.

I'm helping blog here cuz somehow hotmail can't load.

So hows Malaysia? I know. I'm like missing all the fun. Yawn.

Keeping stuff short...enjoy the moments of my absense. I'm coming back tomorrow.

Sorry Serena. I felt too disgusted to even buy you bugs back. Do you want snakes stuck on a satay stick? For eating. Not chopping.

Hmm...talking about puke. Paul puked on the plane. No screams but just molten Big Macs in a paper bag.

=) 1 more day.

the holy days

yes people its that time of year again where we delve into the wonderful days of the holidays.or as i like to call it, the holy days.well so far it has gone the way i want .its a hannah free holiday ( thats the best part! lol), the aunties came down from s'pore so it was bound to be a lot of fun.went to bukit tinggi for a great dinner.

but even with all that the highlight was the dinner on friday with the rest of the people who own this blog who never update it!!!!!! haha no i am not mad but still -,-.....anyway the moment the 6 of us(hyen,kye,ser,nikki, div and me) met with tan and jen it felt.......hmm........how shall i put this........well it felt like everything was back to normal.which means there was a lot of talking,squabbling,laughing....hence the aching mouth muscles.

here the pics curi-ed from kye


hannah cant believe how crazy we are?

i got camera shy?

well thats all
word of the day
abseil-as in abseiling down a cliff.i malas wanna use the correct terms

p.s though you already know,for the sake of telling, it was a joke hannah(you know i cant be mean lol) hope you're enjoying yourself and dont forget to buy for us stuff
!!!!!!haha

3rd time lucky (2)

yes once again I'm posting something in order to save this blog from completely dying

so as you remember in my last post of the same title i said maybe i could pass .well, see for yourself



yes only sixty three you say.come on now don't insult my stupidity .i went to 63 from 19.again,yes i am aware that i am stupid .no need for any sarcastic comments

anyway lets see the highlights of the week

coming in at number one is
MTV world stage -no i didnt go .but its nice to imagine that i did..according to karin it was awesome and there was some butt-raping.dont know if i want to know the details but ok.

and just coming in second is
no addmaths on friday!-yes i know is it not superbly,spectacularly wonderful

3)moral performance-sang 'where you lead ' by carol king we were not the best but not the worst either .thanks guys for doing your best :)and i got hugely addicted to the song for a while so, sorry for that too

coming in fourth repectively is -the blog got a new post ahaha yes i know but just lost the semangatness to blog

sooo ............
awkward silence

nevermind anyway another word of the day

ablutions -the process of washing yourself
in other words having a bath

might as well not create it .no one is going to say "mum im going to perform my ablutions now .

just to put a smile on your face

just shows that love comes at every age and cares naught for our race or religion